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Journalist Profile

Name: Lijing aka Lynn
Birthdate: 14th March 1988
Horoscope: Pisces
Loves: wFL, DBSK
School: Ngee Ann Poly
Course: IT
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28 May, 2008, 1:38 PM

Yesterday was my graduation day. Woo~! I was pretty nervous when i had to go up on stage to collect the scroll. -.- I think i looked awkward and pretty stupid. My mom and aunt came. ^^ Sad... because deardear was in front of me so i couldn't see him go up on stage to collect the scroll. But he saw me! ARGH!!! SO EMBARRASSING! I looked so stupid. T^T

Took photos with the girls as well as gabriel, kian hong, issac and YT. Wanted to take photos with deardear but he kept running about. ~_~ Gave up trying to find that pig. *Oink oink* So darn tired after the entire graduation ceremony. Went home and slept immediately. Hoho~~ i'm finally considered as an official working adult! All hail Jingy as the official OL! O.o *goes back to work*
19 May, 2008, 10:32 PM

Going to do a really quick update. My supervisor asked me to stay for the job until the end of the month so i agreed. Which means i still have another 2 more weeks to go. Way to go~ =.=

This week i'm trying to spend as much time as i can for deardear. Haven't really been able to spend time with him ever since i started working. Brought him to the Singapore Flyer on Saturday. The view was really nice and the whole ride lasted for 1/2 hour because it was going at a really slow speed which we almost thought the ride was closed because it didn't even look like it was moving. -.- Glad he enjoyed the ride though. He said want to go for the ride again another time at a different time.

Graduation day is coming soon. Gosh~ i'm graduating soon. So fast. Deardear's going NS soon too. So fast. ;_; Have to really start getting used to being alone again.
08 May, 2008, 8:51 PM

Quit my job. Can't stand it. Not because of the work. The work they gave me was alright but it's definitely more pressurising than other admin jobs because the reports and everything is confidential and to be sent to MOH so no mistakes can be made. I'm working there until i finish my 2 weeks of trying out in TTSH and if they can't find a replacement, i agreed to my supervisor's request of staying there and help out for the 3rd week. My workload is getting heavier and heavier. Everyday reach there at about 8 to 810 am when i'm supposed to report to work at 830. Everyday go home at 6 plus when my work is supposed to end at 530. I've been doing OT everyday since the first day i started work. Now... even my lunchbreak is getting shorter because i'm so busy working. Zai and dear tell me to stand up for myself cause they feel that i'm being bullied because my collegues knows that i everything also keep quiet. Actually, i'm ok with the work. They are quite manageable i guess. But i seriously hate the working life. Every morning wake up at 530am. And by the time i get home, it's 7pm. By the time i had my dinner and bathe, it's already 8 plus. By 9pm, i would have to go to bed. I don't even have any me-time or even time for deardear. And i'm so tired... i actually dozed off today while i was working! I seriously have no idea if i'm just being too tired or the work is just boring. -.- I'm really lonely at work. No friends. Nobody at all. At work, i don't talk to my collegues at all other than work. During lunch break, i'm all alone because my lunch break is from 12pm - 1pm whereas both my collegues' lunch break is from 1pm - 2pm which means that after i get back from my lunch, i'm all alone in the office. And because i'm always alone at lunch and when i share tables with someone else, those strangers or cleaners will suddenly just come up to me and talk to me which i seriously am not comfortable with. And the internet connection on my computer sucks. I can't even listen to radio properly. And my computer doesn't even have a proper windows media player to listen to any music. I can only listen to 1 song. No flash or java is on my computer which means i can't use flashfetish. I can't make any phone calls. I'm really really lonely. I HATE GOING LUNCH ALL BY MYSELF! I HATE WORKING ALL BY MYSELF! I HATE HAVING NO TIME AT ALL FOR MYSELF OR EVEN FOR ANYBODY! AND MOST OF ALL, I HATE BEING ALONE!
Many people ask me why i quit my job or even tell me not to quit and work for the entire 6 months to try out. The reason why i don't want to work for the entire 6 months is because i know i can't work long for this job and i don't want to leave in the middle of the 6 months. And as for why i quit my job, honestly... i don't know why either.

Starting to feel a little more and more useless when i never hang onto any of my jobs for long and when my family or friends give me comments like "huh.. you're quitting your job again!?", "wah! so fast you quit your job". *Sigh* Feeling really down right now.
06 May, 2008, 9:16 PM

Lalala~ got the job in TTSH. Honestly, i don't like it. -.- So boring. I only have 2 collegues at the office, the only people i face there. Nobody even talks there. They're so quiet. I do nothing but filing, archiving and etc. Once i'm done and have no work to do, i lie there. ~_~ I go to lunch break all by myself. So lonely! Tell me so many places to eat but what's the point?! Where do you want me to eat all by myself?! I don't even know if i should buy back or eat there because i'm all alone by myself. I can't book any seats! *sigh* Can't use the computer to go online even the computer is turned on right in front of me! Can't listen to any music because i'm so afraid that my supervisors will scold me. *sigh* I've been going to work earlier than expected but yet, i go home later than i'm supposed to. Why am i always working OT? Seriously.. they said these 2 weeks they're letting me to try out to see how i fare and decide whether to hire me or not. But i don't care what the result is because even after the 2 weeks, i'm not going to stay. RAWR!

*sigh* Deardear's birthday is coming. And after his birthday, he's going NS. *Sigh* From today till the day he enters NS, still got 5 weeks and 3 days to go. Really want to spend time with him. Stupid work is keeping me having lesser time with him. I feel like i'm starting to be more and more clingy. Last time in school, i can survive days without him being with me. Now, one day without him can kill me. Time is just so hard to get by without him. ~_~ *sigh* Wonder how am i going to get through during his NS days. Think i'm being too dependent on him. Must be last time spent too much time with him. *sigh* What the hell is wrong with me?!!! MUST GET USED TO IT!!! RAWR!