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Name: Lijing aka Lynn
Birthdate: 14th March 1988
Horoscope: Pisces
Loves: wFL, DBSK
School: Ngee Ann Poly
Course: IT
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| 08 May, 2008, 8:51 PM |
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Quit my job. Can't stand it. Not because of the work. The work they gave me was alright but it's definitely more pressurising than other admin jobs because the reports and everything is confidential and to be sent to MOH so no mistakes can be made. I'm working there until i finish my 2 weeks of trying out in TTSH and if they can't find a replacement, i agreed to my supervisor's request of staying there and help out for the 3rd week. My workload is getting heavier and heavier. Everyday reach there at about 8 to 810 am when i'm supposed to report to work at 830. Everyday go home at 6 plus when my work is supposed to end at 530. I've been doing OT everyday since the first day i started work. Now... even my lunchbreak is getting shorter because i'm so busy working. Zai and dear tell me to stand up for myself cause they feel that i'm being bullied because my collegues knows that i everything also keep quiet. Actually, i'm ok with the work. They are quite manageable i guess. But i seriously hate the working life. Every morning wake up at 530am. And by the time i get home, it's 7pm. By the time i had my dinner and bathe, it's already 8 plus. By 9pm, i would have to go to bed. I don't even have any me-time or even time for deardear. And i'm so tired... i actually dozed off today while i was working! I seriously have no idea if i'm just being too tired or the work is just boring. -.- I'm really lonely at work. No friends. Nobody at all. At work, i don't talk to my collegues at all other than work. During lunch break, i'm all alone because my lunch break is from 12pm - 1pm whereas both my collegues' lunch break is from 1pm - 2pm which means that after i get back from my lunch, i'm all alone in the office. And because i'm always alone at lunch and when i share tables with someone else, those strangers or cleaners will suddenly just come up to me and talk to me which i seriously am not comfortable with. And the internet connection on my computer sucks. I can't even listen to radio properly. And my computer doesn't even have a proper windows media player to listen to any music. I can only listen to 1 song. No flash or java is on my computer which means i can't use flashfetish. I can't make any phone calls. I'm really really lonely. I HATE GOING LUNCH ALL BY MYSELF! I HATE WORKING ALL BY MYSELF! I HATE HAVING NO TIME AT ALL FOR MYSELF OR EVEN FOR ANYBODY! AND MOST OF ALL, I HATE BEING ALONE!
Many people ask me why i quit my job or even tell me not to quit and work for the entire 6 months to try out. The reason why i don't want to work for the entire 6 months is because i know i can't work long for this job and i don't want to leave in the middle of the 6 months. And as for why i quit my job, honestly... i don't know why either. Starting to feel a little more and more useless when i never hang onto any of my jobs for long and when my family or friends give me comments like "huh.. you're quitting your job again!?", "wah! so fast you quit your job". *Sigh* Feeling really down right now.
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