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Name: Lijing aka Lynn
Birthdate: 14th March 1988
Horoscope: Pisces
Loves: wFL, DBSK
School: Ngee Ann Poly
Course: IT
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| 11 November, 2008, 12:45 PM |
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Day 152...
Time for a little update before i go to the hospital for my checkup. Last saturday, dear and i went to the zoo. After we quarrelled the last time, he finally told me that he wanted to bring me to the zoo as a surprise. So we went. Had a great time there but there was a little short period of time where there were this bunch of teenagers kept disturbing us until dear cannot take it and just stared and like want to scold them. o.o He said if he was with his friends, he would have went over and scolded them. Scary~ o.o We even fed the kangaroos and pat them. Wee~! ^^ I had no idea there were kangaroos in the zoo. I thought only australia have. ._.;; We kinda got lost at the zoo because of me but we also managed to find our way because of me! Kudos to me! ^^;; We took quite a lot of photos but dear forgot to transfer the photos into the computer so right now, i only have the photos which i took with my camera but there's only pictures of animals. The ones with us are with him. After that, we went tampines to get his new phone and supposingly to collect his free gift from the safra club. End up it was too late so we only went to get his new phone and have dinner at pizza hut.
Yesterday i was lazy to go downstairs to have dinner with my aunt but i had nothing to cook. So went online to look for recipes to see if there's anything i can cook up with with the least ingredients. Decided to cook mac n' cheese again. My brother said the sauce smelled rotten and i told him it's cheese. =.= My brother hates cheese so yeah. At least i think it's not bad except that it wasn't cheesy enough. Bah.. next time then.
Maybe i'll make potato chicken pie for dear this week since he says he wanna try. Hmm~~~~
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| 06 November, 2008, 1:09 AM |
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Day 147....
Recently alot of things has happened between me and dear. Just last week ago, i went over to his place. And just when i reached his house, my fever came back. So i was sent to hospital at about 11pm plus. My mom and dear waited for me until 4am. Yew hock came along too (i don't know when) to accompany dear. This time i don't have to be admitted. Just one bag of drip and i can be discharged. So plans that were previously made were cancelled.
On sunday was exactly our one year anniversary. Because he had to book in later at night so we didn't spend it like some special day. We just have dinner, watch movie like a normal date. Bumped into woei ling and her sister at pasta mania. I also saw bishi and yu cheng.
On monday morning, we actually started off fine. But later on, we started quarrelling. As it goes on, it went off really bad. Again with the break up. Told my brother about it and kept crying. But because he had to leave later on, he was worried that my mom and i will quarrel again. Even though i told him not to let my mom know, he still told her. That day, my mom didn't say anything. She just kept quiet and asked what happen. Even though i started burst out crying in front of her and i told her not to ask, she really just let me be. Although she wasn't very good at consoling but at least i appreciate what my family did for me. Later on, dear called me. Couldn't really talk to him because i was too hurt. I cried from morning until the next day. So to be precise, i cried the entire day. I actually couldn't sleep but because my mom heard i was coughing so badly, i had to take the cough medicine and end up fell asleep while crying due to the medicine.
The next day i became better. At least not crying that much and my family came and ask me how i was. When dear tried to talk to me, i couldn't really talk to him like i used to. After what happened, things changed. Our relationship changed. Things became very awkward for me or maybe for us. I was too hurt by him. I couldn't treat as though nothing happened. I start to drift my distance away from him. I still love him alot but i no longer dare to be close to him. It's starting to go back to square one when we both love each other but didn't dare to go close to one another. Right now, it's just me who's feeling that way. He hasn't move, he's just waiting for me to come closer. But for me, i only dare to love but not go closer.
Right now, i'm really hoping to go back the way it was and so does he. We're both trying hard to heal my heart back. As for today, i had no problem chatting with him like i used to except maybe sometimes i still have that distance feeling and start keeping my distance away from him.
Yanbing told me that cheesecake was easy to make and told me to try making one. Today i saw a chocolate cookie cheesecake recipe. Looks nice. But need to bake again. >.< Hesitating a little because i realise that i always get fever the next day after i bake. So a little worried to use the oven lately. Anyway, i'm always baking pastries for dear. Maybe I should start cooking food instead of always baking cakes and cookies for his family. So that he doesn't get sick of eating too much cake. =x
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